Last night I swallowed liquor and a lighter and this morning I threw up fire.

CDs

Sun, 08 Feb 2004 20:39:54 GMT

I posted this in <"lj user="perfecteyes_aim"> too.

So, I just re-re-re organized my CDs, and I have 50+ that I don't listen to anymore. I was thinking of selling them to Newbie Com, but they only will give you like $1, so I figured I'd just post them on here, and see if anyone wanted any. I'd probably sell them for like $4 a piece or something. So, if you want any, just let me know and I'll mail them out or something.

Here we go:

The Sex Pistols-Nevermind the Bollocks
Orgy-Vapor Transmission
Taproot-Gift
Korn-Untouchables (Liner notes missing)
Wicked Good Sampler Vol. 1 and 4 (From Newbie Com)
Filter-Title Of Record
SR71-Now You See Inside
Fuel-Something Like Human (Liner notes missing)
Papa Roach-Infest
Adema
Dope-Life
Drowning Pool-Sinner (Liner notes missing)
Seven Channels
No One
Everclear-So Much For The Afterglow
Cold-13 Ways To Bleed On Stage
Delia's Ice Scream Sampler...This thing haunts me. I need to get rid of it.
Paul Oakenfold-Bunkka
Nine Inch Nails-And All That Could Have Been (Live)
Kittie-Paperdoll EP & Oracle
Family Values Tour '99
Blink 182-Take Off Your Pants & Jacket
Nickelback-Silver Side Up
Alient Ant Farm-Anthology
Crazytown-The Gift Of Game
Marilyn Manson-Mechanical Animals (Liner notes missing)
Unwritten Law-Elva
Ozzfest 2001 and 2002
Sevendust-Animosity
Orgy-Blue Monday EP
Resident Evil Soundtrack
Fear Factory-Digimortal
Green Day-Warning: & Dookie
Marilyn Manson-Smells Like Children
Slipknot-Self Titles & Iowa
Korn-Life Is Peachy & Issues (Some idiot copied their signatures on the liner notes to make it look like he met them, I won't name names, but you know who you are)
Static-X-Machine
Oleander-February Son
Queen Of The Damned Soundtrack
Techno Mix
Marilyn Manson-Holywood
Trance Party Vol. 2
Pennywise-Land Of The Free?
Deftones-White Pony

I'm SO glad I don't listen to this music anymore.

Thanks.

Mon, 02 Feb 2004 21:50:33 GMT

To whoever the "anonymous" person who printed out my Livejournal entries and showed them to my Mother...

Thanks. Thanks a fucking lot.

From now on:

FRIENDS ONLY

OH MY GOD.

Mon, 02 Feb 2004 01:54:08 GMT

OH MY GOD.

Why are you sleeping?

Sun, 01 Feb 2004 21:12:29 GMT

I thought Fishy was dead.
So I poked him with a spoon,
and....
HE LIVES!

-Edit-
He died.
Poor little bugger.
I've had him since Freshman year.

Breath in deep, let it out slow

Sun, 01 Feb 2004 17:20:09 GMT

February 23rd-The Yeah Yeah Yeahs in RI
Feb 29-Senses Fail, Beautiful Mistake, Moneen in Worcester
Feb 29-Mest, Matchbook Romance, Fallout Boy in Boston
March 12-Get Up Kids, Recover in Boston
March 14-Dropkick Murphys in Boston
March 19-Thrice, Poison The Well, My Chemical Romance in Boston
April 15th-Brand New in Worcester
Bright Eyes is in there somewhere.

April 3rd-THE DARKNESS AT AVALON

Who's coming with me?

So keep the blood in your head

Sat, 31 Jan 2004 02:12:20 GMT

So, I went to that show at the Y with Carolyn and Darla. We got there like an hour late, so we missed One Eyed Stanley. Lame, man. Alex M-F drove me home. I was there for literally, 20 minutes. Not even.

I'm so pissed I'm home. Now my parents won't let me go back out. Lame.

But tomorrow! Shall be grand. Emily-I'm excited, man.

Once again, the rents are making me go to the mall wicked early tomorrow. I wanted to sleep in. Wicked lame.

-Edit-
So I'm going to start my own record label, and to get my foot in the door, tonight I started e-mailing some labels around the Boston area to see if I can get an internship over the summer. So far, I have e-mailed: Fork In Hand, Espo, Lonesome Records, One Way Records, Man With A Gun, and Rodent Popsicle.
This is really exciting for me.

Kill me quick

Fri, 30 Jan 2004 20:40:57 GMT

S.T.U.N. drummer BOBBY ALT will
fill the starring role in CYPRESS HILL's new video, "What's Your
Number," which will film in Los Angeles this week (!!!)

Today SUCKED. I was in such a shitty mood the first half of the day. And you know who's fault it was? My fucking math teacher. God, I hope she chokes and dies. I went to lunch with Andi to get some pizza, and as soon as we got back, like 8 huge pizzas came in. Nice.

I went to il supermercato con Jenn and had to buy a cake for my Dad's birthday. It weighed like 15 pounds, and the lady glorofied it so ugly. I hate cake.

Yea, I'm pretty sure I'll make it on time to the OES show tonight. Which is good. Emily-don't forget to call me about that Southie boy's party or whatever.

Tomorrow, I'm s'posed to be hanging out with Alyssa and some people "tippin a few cold ones back" as she so lovely put it. But, I'm not gonna hold my breath on that. She'll probably fall alseep.

MelB2323 [3:56 PM]: i know this girl casey and shes like the biggest loser...she like has a really nice haircut and everything but shes such a slut, i dont know why n e one likes her
MelB2323 [3:58 PM]: omg so this chick casey...shes like the biggest loser i mean she like is all obsessed with girls and she like parts her hair on the side and all she eats is botatoes and salad
SummerChik9 [3:59 PM]: HAHAHAHAHA

I'm staring a record label. I'm so serious.

Clever is a general word

Thu, 29 Jan 2004 22:30:29 GMT

Today was alright.
Gym Make Up was good.
It was nice to get my run on.

I had to walk home by myself because Louis sucks and ditched me. Nice.

Tomorrow is Friday. Yay. Saturday is my Dad's birthday, so we all have to go out to dinner tomorrow night, which sucks a lot because I will have to go late to the One Eyed Stanley show. But I will only be like 1/2 an hour late. Jenn is a LOSER and won't come with me, so I'm meeting CoolEmily there. Maybe I won't even be late at all. Score.

I need to get my ass to the mall to get a parka. Bad.

-Edit-
Lame...

create your own visited states map
or write about it on the open travel guide

Do we have any pasta sauce left?

Wed, 28 Jan 2004 23:03:04 GMT

Today was really good.
I love my hair.

Crap, I've got a gym make-up to do tomorrow. Lame.
I have to waste my free.

-Edit-
I just got home from Jenn's.
Twas a grand time.
I don't remember what we did? I'm wicked tired.

That MVP assembly G block today was so intense. I, seriously, was blown away by that preformance. It brought tears to my eyes. Which I don't understand because I have never dealt with abuse before. It was so amazing though. It was so weird to see Becca Ain swear. I've known her my entire life, and have never heard her say "shit" or "fucking" before. Intense man.

Andi-Don't let her get to you. She's a douche bag. We'll kick her ass. Make out session tomorrow.

We started talking about the Junior Thesis today. Ready for my title: Bat Your Eyelashes: The History of Mascara I aleady have like the entire thing planned out.
Go me.

Tell me how do I feel? Tell me now how do I feel?

Wed, 28 Jan 2004 02:01:59 GMT

I got mah hurr did today....

Before:

After:

I'm feelin it.

Fart Was that you?

Mon, 26 Jan 2004 22:33:14 GMT

Today was kind of shitty. Deffinetly could have been better. The only thing that went well was my History exam. I did so well on it, I'm so proud. I am, seriously, the smartest kid in that class.
After that, the day got progressivly worse. Well, first off, Louis told me this nasty story about his tongue ring, and skin growing over it. I was like: "Good job telling the vegetarian that." It was nasty; I thought I was going to throw up. Then came lunch. I got a sangy, and for some reason I opened it up, and there was fucking black, short hair in it. I was horrified. I didn't bring it back down to the Caf because I didn't think about it, but swear to God, I'm never eating downstairs again. Unless it's like chips or something. Yea, since I'm basically failing Math, my stupid teacher won't get off my back. So, I had my free last block, and had to wait around, then X-Block I went up to her office in Yellow and fucking Doug was there, and some other girl, and Carolyn showed up too, which was awesome. Doug kept farting. It was disgusting. Carolyn and I kept looking at each other, and trying so hard not to crack up. Gross, man. The teacher never showed up so we left, and went back downstairs.
You know when your pants are like too...something, and they make you feel sick? That's what mine were doing all day, and I got home, and I couldn't stand up straight. So my Mom made me go lie down, and I watched The Ring, and as soon as I switched it off, my phone rang. Freaked me out.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, ALYSSA! I LOVE YOU!

I'm so pissed I can't go to Anti-Flag tonight. Apparently, Rancid was here two weeks ago; They played at Axis. Where the hell was I?

-Edit-
Phantom Planet=Incredible.
They're on Craig Kilborn tonight. Nice.

GETO Treadmills

Mon, 26 Jan 2004 00:30:02 GMT

So I went to Newbie Com today and bought: Nothing Feels Good by Alex Greenwald. It's this book basically about the history of emo. I can't wait to start reading it. Also, the new AP with Yellowcard on the cover, Phantom Planet's new CD, and a Charlie Brown pin.

Melissa came over for dinner, and also the rest of my family, and we decided to take HYSTERICAL pictures....
That's my Nana, Mom, and my Uncle Mark.
My shoes!
Jenn and Melissa with tape over their mouths.
That's what happens when you drink water when you want to take a picture and start laughing hysterically.
"Water Bottle Crew".
Aww, doing pretties.
Look at Jenn's FUCKED up eye!
:-P
It's so cool to take pictures of yourself drinking water.
Good times.

You don't even know me

Sun, 25 Jan 2004 17:25:23 GMT

Weird, very realistic dream last night about Brand New. I went to see them at Avalon, and I was with people and it was set up differently then Avalon is normally set up, and there was like just this pathway for me to get up front, and I was. But not a lot of people were, and I was like "Why aren't people here?" And then I realized that another shitty band was going on first. I don't remember who though. My lip split last night. Like underneath. Oi, it hurts so bad.

I got a new battery for my DigiCam which is exciting. I shall be taking this in tomorrow.

Tomorrow is Alyssa's birthday. 16! Finally! And tomorrow night is the Anti-Flag show. But my Mom is wicked lame, and is not letting me go. Whatever. Witch. I really want to go to this show tomorrow. I'm going to beg and whine my little heart out. They were just on the radio, and I'm so mad right now.

Since no one took me to Newbie Com yesterday, I'm going in a few. I guess the entire fan-damily is coming over for dinner. *Throws confetti*

Words are spoken, words are broken down

Sat, 24 Jan 2004 20:07:20 GMT

So much for going into Boston today, eh Jenna?
Whatever.

I gotta find something to do tonight. My parents have a Christmas Party to go to that was rescheduled until tonight.

I had to go to the supermarket, and now you can do your own check-out, and it took like half an hour. What a pain in the ass. I stole a bottle of Pepsi though.

-Edit @ 5:13 P.M.-
(Taken from Emmy)
1. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
2. How long have you known me?
3. When and how did we first meet?
4. What was your first impression?
5. Do you still think that way about me now?
6. What do you think my weakness is?
7. Do you think I'll get married?
8. What makes me happy?
9. What makes me sad?
10.What reminds you of me?
11.If you could give me anything, what would it be?
12.How well do you know me?
13.Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
14.Do you think I could kill someone?
15.Describe me in one word.
16.Do you think our friendship is getting stronger, weaker, or staying the same?
17.Do you feel that you could talk to me about anything and I would listen?
18.Are you going to put this on your live journal and see what I say about you?

Hang out with me tonight. I have nothing to do. I'm getting desperate.

If I keep holding my breath I'm going to disappear

Sat, 24 Jan 2004 03:43:36 GMT

I went bowling in Needham with Melissa. I didn't steal the shoes. A) They were velco, and B) There was no way I could sneak them out. Lame. They did glow underblack light, and so did the fuzz on my shirt. Haha.
I won all three games. I kick ass.

Tomorrow I'm going to Newbie Com to get the Zebrahead CD because I absolutley need to get it.

Why am I so tired? Wicked lame.

You know, I'm thinking about getting a Tercel. Yea, that's a Toyota.

Fri, 23 Jan 2004 20:43:46 GMT

So, I'm not going to NYC anymore with Melissa and Lisa. Lame, I wanted to go so bad and shop. Mel said we wouldn't find anything to do. Hello! It's New York. What's not to do? She's on crack. Whatever, I think I'm going into Copley and Newbury Street tomorrow afternoon with Jenna, and take the T home by myself. Eep. I've never done that before.

Tonight Melissa said me and her were going to the movies, but I really don't want to. And neither does she. So: who wants to hang out?

Mike-Call my cell phone if you see this, k?

We won't stand for hazy eyes anymore

Fri, 23 Jan 2004 00:54:23 GMT

So Jenn and I are waiting for the bus today because we were both going to the Newton Corner area, and we're just sitting you know, shooting the shit, waiting for the bus. And I see it, and I'm like: "Bus." And then it goes right by us. Nice. So I called my Dad and complained until I got my way. :-)

I had to go to the dentist today. Guess how many cavities I have? Give up? 5! Go me! Haha, they're all wicked tiny, but my dentist says my teeth look great. Score. My hygenist was a BITCH! She kept like digging the picky tool into my gums and she kept giving those discoraging sighs. I don't think she likes me. Lame.

I was at my Dad's work and annoying Joey P. and was talking to him about the tattoo I'm getting on my pinky with Jenn, and he was like: "That's gay." Lame. He's stupid, but will hook me up with concert tickets because he's friends with someone from WAAF. I got to visit my car! It was exciting. I sat in it for a little bit, and noticed the steering wheel was fucking huge. Haha. I think I might sell it and get a new one. Who knows?

I got my Linkin Park pictures developed! Some of them came out pretty good. Emily-The ones of us are hysterical. The IHOP sign one didn't come out, so I made the Axl Rose wanna-be re-print it. It's okay, but kinda "warped". Lame. Yea, I was going to scan them in, but no... my printer had to break. My Mom was blaming it on me, and that was annoying. We're returning it and getting a new one on Saturday. Which is a lot closer than I thought.

What am I doing this weekend? I feel like I have prior engagements, but I can't remember them. How lame is that? Want to hang out? Call my cell phone. Or my house. I need a new cell phone badly. The battery keeps falling out. That's obnoxious.

I'm a Pi-r-ana. They live in the A-ma-zon. *Points* Hahaha.

"He could come home, slap me in the face, and I'd still be like: Oh baby, I want you"

Thu, 22 Jan 2004 00:04:47 GMT

Andi kept trying to "make out" with my neck today. Haha.

I had a Chem paper due like the 22nd of December, and I just did it now. I copied it word-for-word from Cory. :-D Easy A. I blew the teacher off today because I didn't feel like making up the test.

Tomorrow is only Thursday. I have a dentist appointment at 2. Fabulous.

I'm getting my hair done next Tuesday, and I really do not know what to do. Suggestions?

I went to Cabot's with my Mom for dinner. She's like: "I'm going out to dinner with the Nana's on Friday." And I was like: "Bring the tissues." Haha.

-Edit-
By the way....Emily Lowney OWNS.

SummerChik9 [7:11 PM]: we dont like her
mle465 [7:12 PM]: oooh bad
mle465 [7:12 PM]: spit in her face
mle465 [7:12 PM]: then kick her in the shin
SummerChik9 [7:12 PM]: and then run away
mle465 [7:13 PM]: exactly
mle465 [7:13 PM]: shell never know what hit her
SummerChik9 [7:13 PM]: haha
....minutes later....
SummerChik9 [7:19 PM]: buy me the lagwagon cd
mle465 [7:20 PM]: ok.. ill just pull a magical 20 dollar bill outta my ass, hop on my magic carpet and fly down to newbury comics to get it for you
mle465 [7:20 PM]: i can deliver it to your house in like an hour
mle465 [7:20 PM]: sounds good?
SummerChik9 [7:21 PM]: SWEET
mle465 [7:21 PM]: lol

Wed, 21 Jan 2004 01:20:00 GMT

Who just saw that kid sing "A Whole New World" in the Donald Duck voice?

It's only you, beautiful

Tue, 20 Jan 2004 21:20:40 GMT

Today was alright. We had an assembly 1st block, and it was all Sophmores reading their MLK papers, and Carolyn and I saw this boy who was up there, and he was just beautiful. Well, from far away. But we have to meet him. Good times.

The printer to our new computer came. It's pretty nice. It has a scanner so now I will be able to scan all my concert pictures in! Nice.

SummerChik9 [4:18 PM]: i whipped a chocolate at melissa's head the other day, and it ricocheted off her head and flew into the computer room. and now she has a huge welt
TheAntiRapSped [4:18 PM]: good
TheAntiRapSped [4:18 PM]: lol
SummerChik9 [4:19 PM]: I was laughing so hard
SummerChik9 [4:19 PM]: you have NO idea
TheAntiRapSped [4:19 PM]: lol

Tue, 20 Jan 2004 02:10:06 GMT

Thanks guys.
It means a lot.

Extra special thanks go to Jenn and Mel for making me a Sympathy Cake.

I just can't believe she's gone.

Mon, 19 Jan 2004 11:37:49 GMT

Something is wrong with my dog.
I think she's dying.
Ican't stop crying.

-Edit-
They put her to sleep.

Sun, 18 Jan 2004 18:21:00 GMT

Bobby-you were in my dream last night. It was weird. But you were there.
Also-Korn was playing at my Dad's work, and there was a wicked long line to get in to see them, and Jenn and I cut everyone and we went to this room, where you could like ineterview them. And they were coming out of some room, and Jenn freaked out, and Jonathan was wicked tall, and mezza-fat, but with glasses. And they played a song, but I don't remember what it was. It was weird.

Luis: Your CD collection is out of control.

Sun, 18 Jan 2004 17:44:10 GMT

Last night I went to LP, POD, Hoobastank, and Story of the Year with Emily. I had a wicked good time.

We kind of got wicked lost, and ended up missing Story. I was SO upset. I was pissed. But, it's all Mapquest's fault. We almost got caught in a drive-by. It was scary. Haha.

Hoobastank were awesome. They used to be my favorite band in Freshman year. Doug has such awesome energy. It was exciting. They played all my favorite songs by them. It was really awesome.

The pits were so lame. Like, POD started to set up and Emily and I didn't want to see them, so we got off the floor and walked around. And passed judgement on random people. Good times. They finally started to play, and we went and watched a little bit of their set from up top, and the whole floor was pretty much packed, but there were no pits. Lame. I took a few pictures of them, for no reason. They finally ended, and we headed down to the floor for Linkin Park.

Wow, Linkin Park were so amazing live. I don't even have Meteora, but still, they were so good. They played a lot of stuff that I knew, and when the played "Faint", I was so happy. I took a bunch of pictures, and somehow Mike came into the crowd and I got some good pictures of that. They are one of my favorite bands to see live. Even though I don't like them as much as I had before. They finshed, and came back out and preformed three encore songs. "My December", one that I didn't know, and ended with "One Step Closer." Oh, who called that, Emily?

After the show ended, Emily and I tried to find the car. We spent, like literally 20 minutes looking all over the garage for it. But, we finally found it, at like 11:15ish. We were stuck in the garage for like 40 minutes at a standstil. But it was fun. We blasted Maroon 5 and other various musics. We finally got out at like 12ish, and drove back to Newton to go to Ihop!!! Ahh, it was so awesome. Every group of kids that came in there were stoned off their ass. It was quite entertaining. Some boy came in and smiled at me, and Emily wanted me to write my number on a sugar packet and casually drop it at his table. Haha. We took pictures of us stuffing our faces, and one of my underneath the Ihop sign! It was quite exciting. I finally got home at like 1:45 or so, and just crashed.

I reek of weed still.
Oh, and FYI-Never trust Mapquest. It will get you lost in the projects of Worcester.

There's a smile on my face and it's 2:55 a.m.

Sat, 17 Jan 2004 15:44:07 GMT

TONIGHT!

Emily-Call me and tell me what's going on.

Last night I swallowed liquor and a lighter and this morning I threw up fire.

CDs

Thanks.

OH MY GOD.

Why are you sleeping?

Breath in deep, let it out slow

April 3rd-THE DARKNESS AT AVALON

So keep the blood in your head

Kill me quick

Clever is a general word

Do we have any pasta sauce left?

Tell me how do I feel? Tell me now how do I feel?

*Fart* Was that you?

GETO Treadmills

You don't even know me

Words are spoken, words are broken down

If I keep holding my breath I'm going to disappear

You know, I'm thinking about getting a Tercel. Yea, that's a Toyota.

We won't stand for hazy eyes anymore

"He could come home, slap me in the face, and I'd still be like: Oh baby, I want you"

It's only you, beautiful

Luis: Your CD collection is out of control.

There's a smile on my face and it's 2:55 a.m.

Fart Was that you?